I haven't felt I anything much to write about these days. I have been plugged back into the matrix and just enjoying the normal things life has to offer. Work has been exceptionally busy but it doesn't seem like a burden to me like it has in the past.
I am happy that I have found my center once again. It is true that it has taken me a long time to stop resisting this new life that I have been given. The world seems to offer us two choices either to sit back and relax and let life just flow or to decide what you want and set out to make those dreams come true. The second seems like a lot of work to me.
If you believe in a power greater than yourself then there is nothing to do but enjoy what is right in front of you. If you feel this life is it you better get busy.
I have come to the conclusion that life is about finding something to do each day that brings you joy or at least entertains you. I have found that thinking that a particular destination will bring you happiness never really works out. You might have a short time of satisfaction until the mind gets restless again it is never going to be satisfied for very long.
I have to decide how I want to feel today and what I need to do to make that happen. I am at my best when I stop resisting what I perceive to be unpleasant and just go with the flow. In the end how much will any of this really matter.
Just for today I will do my best to let go and focus on what is right about my life and not get distracted by what I think isn't working.