Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Stuck in La La land
I am suppose to be working but feel I am still stuck in La La Land. I thought that having time off would get me to a place that I could start facing what needs to be done, whether I like it or not.
My spirit has other ideas today. My mind is giving me the business as usual. What is wrong with you?
This is your life we are talking here, you got to get moving!
In my younger years I could force myself to do just about anything no matter how much I hated it for as long as it took. Maybe after years and years of this I have had enough. It is a little scary to be like this and I wonder it some disaster might be waiting for me if I can't get myself to comply.
I am not sure how to restore myself and get my spirit back in the game. I thought 10 days off would be enough but maybe dealing with my family didn't give me time to find any joy.
My mind is saying right now, just grow up and get your butt in gear. Your an adult so act like one. Everyone has responsibilities, why do you think you're any different?
So I guess I better go an tackle a few things on the list or maybe I will go to the movies.
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